ACT and Mindfulness for Aphantasia
When the majority of mindfulness exercises are built on a foundation of visualization, what do you do when your mind is a "dark room"? If you have Aphantasia, being told to "visualize a calm beach" or "imagine your thoughts as clouds" isn't a relaxation technique—it's a reminder of a technical limitation.
The Body Scanning Roadblock
In search of alternatives, many turn to Body Scanning. This technique involves moving your attention through your body, simply noticing sensations without judgment. In Acceptance and Commitment Therapy (ACT), practitioners often suggest that you should "feel" your emotions physically—describing sadness as a "heavy stone in the stomach" or anxiety as a "fluttering in the chest."
I have never felt anything like this. To me, an emotion is a concept and a state of being, but it doesn't have a physical "shape" or "location."
When "Keep Trying" is the Wrong Advice
I have come to realize that my inability to feel emotions as physical sensations isn't a lack of effort; it is likely just another facet of how my brain is wired, similar to how Aphantasia affects my ability to visualize thoughts. Just as we have a name for the blind mind’s eye, perhaps there is a specific name for this variation in interoception (our internal body sense).
The lesson I’ve learned is simple: If a mental technique just doesn't work for your brain, don't waste too much time on it.
Even if there is a mountain of evidence that a technique is effective for the majority of people, we are all wired differently. For a neurodivergent person, "trying harder" at a tool that doesn't fit your hardware often leads to burnout, not progress. In movement coaching, we don't force the body into positions it can't sustain; we should treat our minds with the same respect.